LIFE
A page in the diary "KINGDOM OF THE SADNESS"
Written by sayed 05 April 2009 20:32
Today its a very sad day of my life coz I have chosen to die. I searchrd for a long time to cure myself from this wordly problems but almighty ALLAH seems to be still angry with me. I dont wanted to die but I have no other option from running from the problems coz I can solve all the problems if my wife and my sweet son bes with me I find no way to get them back in my life very much depressed.
She is a good and a caring wife but i dont know why she is so angry with me. I have tried my entire carrer to become something in my life but have lost each and every time. Whenever Igot a chance to prove my capability i was gone for a toss. Losing has become a part of my life. I dont want to live further has a loser so Im going to suicide.
My son is just 5 yrs of age but I know I will be a loser again coz when they are not around I cannot concentrate on my work. Now that my wife wants to divorce me I cannot think about the future without her so I hereby say good bye to this world were human beings just love money.